weary.

i had a few weeks where i was feeling good about life. feeling like myself. feeling less afraid. feeling funny. feeling relaxed. feeling confident. feeling ok about how things are.

and then today.

today things happened that are too complicated to explain.

tonight i go to sleep worrying that i'm going to get fired over nothing. fired over miscommunications. fired over lies. fired because of a bully. fired because i'm not perfect.

i'm so tired of this. i'm just so tired of this.