it's after 10pm...

- i cut myself on a rusty nail, again. the same one. shut up.

it was significantly less dramatic this time, since i'm immune to tetanus. like some kind of superhero. whose powers have to be restored every 10 years.

- i twisted my ankle, because i trip a lot. and every time i say that, i want to make a joke about doing drugs.

- i got my tax information from my student loan company today. i paid almost $2800...in interest...last year. that makes me want to throw up all over someone. it is so true that borrowers are servants to lenders. they own me.

- i'm getting a new, old car on february 5th. i'm afraid i'm going to get in an accident because the brakes work properly. you read that right.

i'm used to my car and all its quirks.

i might be stubborn and refuse to use the air conditioning, just because i've gone without it for 3 summers and i know i can. i'm like that.

the door where i put gas in (is there a name for that?), has been open for a year. it will not close. nobody stole my gas! for a whole year. thanks, nashville.

i will not miss:

having to wrestle my key out of the ignition during the winter.

every. time. i. drive.

having to turn on the defrost-a-ma-jigger every time i breathe, in the winter.

the weird noises.

the vibrating.

the broken speakers. i love singing along to music in my car. i feel uninhibited. even though my neighbors have never complained, i'm sure they tire of hearing me sing bohemian rhapsody at the top of my lungs. these walls are thin. if i can hear their clock chime...

sorry neighbors.

- i took a nap at 8pm tonight. foolish. i am, for the first time, honestly, taking cold medicine just to help me sleep. i blew my nose twice today though. so...